I burn incense sticks to stick my bones into motion
I cant recall or recite the Apostle’s Creed
I cant run my heart through the Lord’s prayer anymore
It aint same.
The lord’s prayer did tie up my sins and desires together, today my desires are my sins.
Like a door knob I stay hooked to the doors of Heaven, that was then.
Today am like a rusting door hinge holding the doors of Heaven.
Am fallen
In the Valley of bones is my heart.
In the Red Sea floats my heart.
In Galilee I wish to travel to,maybe I would get some wine for free if I mention the Lord’s name
It aint same.
Aint the same.
What holds me back still I dont know.
To the lord’s call I keep saying No.
But why?
Why would I say no to my creator,He who made day and night, He who separated the waters from land, He who gives life.
Dear Satan, may I have a private one with the Lord Almighty, He who threw you from Heaven, He who created you.
Hail Father In Heaven open your doors for me, throw me into your palace and let me be filled with your word.
Your word is life.
The broken bread is your body.
The wine is your blood.
I want to drink from your cup once more,this time as a believer not as a church goer.
I want to eat your body, not because I hunger but because I have fallen short of your glory.
I want to understand your word, my heart to fill with your word and my help to come from above.
It aint same Hail Lord.
I have fallen short of your glory Almighty.



IF by Antoh


Like a book is the atmosphere in Syria,

A book with torn covers,

A book with no page numbers,

A book with pages unpinned,

A book with several blank pages,

Honestly ,some don’t know which page they are on.

Honestly, some don’t wish to open the next page.

The less that are on their feet wish it was just some mud to their life,then they would pray for a webbed feet through.

O Syria

Yes ,we are here In Syria,

Mopping tears,

Stumbling on bullets,

Stained with their dear ones’ blood.

Indeed ,clotting blood is a wake of  bad memories

 PraY for Syria🛐

Down here by Antoh

I love it down here,

The cheering of maggots calms me

The shuffling of ant’s feet on my bones freshens me

Tell me of a place nice than here,

My room is rectangular n just enough for me,

I have a window right above my head

The walls of my room have metallic slim pillows on each side

My room is carpeted white ,i feel at peace with my room

I dont need to go to church to repent for my sins, this i do right in here,

I have a cross right above my room, i have a rosary ,i can recite the Apostles creed by heart,
The nights are so nice to me

I feel my spirits leave me to sleep ,

I wonder what it goes searching for, it brings me nothing before the sun rises,

Does it guard the flowers above me,

Does it bring some bees to pollinate my flowers,

Does he paint my cross to keep off the rust,

Does it re write my initials on top of my room,on this heavy sky above me

I wonder what it does, maybe i will ask when its back

Dear spirit dont be mad,please do tell me or promise to take me along with you tonight

I love this place,

I dont feel dead as people say iam, am just tired to roam around like my spirit

My suit is torn, i cant walk around naked,

My cheek bones are so sharp i dont want to cut anyone while hugging them

I dont want to go back to the streets where i had house,

Now ,here i have a window and a roof above me,

Keep your voices low when you come visiting,

Keep your tears in yout tummies, its time to merry bring me a bottke of wine,

Join me down here n it will be your last day up there,

Its the best place

Where you rest n be friendly to the tiny animals,

© blind eye



Flowers make me feel like puking,

Love quotes and texts give my heart a sandpaper feel,

Couples around me make me curse the Garden of Eden

Red color reminds me of death,

With the red color,my heart goes numb,

With the red colormy lips goes numb,

Aint letting a word out,

Aint letting a feel out,

Eyes have intm them a blue,the color of the sky,

My veins are white like those of a corpse,

I did fill my baloon of love with my life,

Then i did let go of the rope holding it

I was filling the sky with my life

Hoping the sun would strike it with its ray 

Yes ,i need to see it burst

To see it spill its contents

I need no comments about this,

Its my life ,the only thing i did wife 

Today I do let go.


Blind eye 👁

HEY by Antoh


I hope this finds you smiling,

I love how your dimples form when you smile,

I hope this finds you basking in the sun

The lord did let the sun shine on this day 

A day many await to be showed what love is

To some its a day of roses,

To some its a day of blankets and sheets,

To some its a day of worship

To me its a day of confession,

To me its a day of open hearts,

Hey love,

I come to you today , lips cracking and tongue blistered with words,

Words i wish to let sink into your ears

Confession i wish to let free from my heart

Today i do ask for your light 

Light the candle in me 

I wish to spring to life once more,

Its you I need ,nothing more

Let me be your rose

Lets dine at the shade,

Let me nurse your worries today.

I do love you dear one

Like the nose ,may we get closer n closer till we age.

Blind eye




He felt cold the other day 

I think she didn’t answer his text,

Maybe she did insult him,

Maybe she did turn him down.


Wait a minute ,

She did freak out 

Your sweet words kept her gazing at the phone, emptied her mind

All she had to do was stare blankly 

She did wish to send her pic instead,

To let you see the love within her eyes,

What if you were just pulling her leg?

This i heard her ask so silently

Hey mr. i got to go, it aint fair trading her secrets


Please dont hang up on me,

Tell me more, do tell me she loves as much as I do

Tell me she got her mind full of me

A heart full of memories,memories that we did build together,




Please tell me.

Let me into her.


Tell her I do love her.


Blind eye👁-2018

HAPPY ONE by Antoh


Shine a light on this day dear one

Help me see the light within me dear one

Dear one be my rose today,

May your heart let out its fragrance 

May I breathe by your heart Today,

Let me hold you by the waist

Rest your head on my chest, thats my West

Rest your hand on my shoulder,thats my East

Yes ,East or West We building a home

A home of love,where we share the love we have.
Stroke my ribcage,

Play with my novel,

I need to get aroused n laugh myself out too,

Tuck in your arm into mine,

Lets walk looking for the chill spots,

For I need you to be happy whole day

It aint only today

Today i set aside to thank you,

To remind us of the hills we did crawl from th bottom to the top together

To review the promises I once made

To remove the chaff off our love life

To heal any wound we nursing

To keep us strong for the everlasting trek together

I “wife you” dear one.


Blind eye👁-2018