BLEEDING HEART by Anto

BLEEDING HEART by Antoh
We love with broken hearts,
Eyes shut ,
Not a picture of love we’d stare,
Love a fruit of the Holy Spirit, this we hate to share.
With broken hearts why love?
Its all we got to do,
For those we love left us ,
For we left those who loved us,
Then we talk of journeying alone,
Yes, we call it solo riding,
No, please do call it self love.

’bout self love,
This comes before loving someone,
When it comes after,
Then it aint self love,
Its a wall we building,
Within the walls is a depressed soul, full of regrets, finished nails and sunken eyes.

Some day we will meet a soul,
A wrecked soul,
A good soul,
To side by each other ,not as lovers but as sympathisers,
Life will be full of empathy,
Trying to reach out to a soul out of its on place .
Dear crush,
Dear love,
Dear Friend,
Yes you ,who loves me,
Yes you ,who pleads to be by me,
Yes you, who I once hurt,
Yes you,who did hurt me ,
Here is my bleeding heart.

💔💔Torn ,broken we are😀 still we shy from telling .

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DEATH OF ME by Antoh

DEATH OF ME by Antoh
The things I think of more than twice a day,
They marry my mind to the dark.
Like a flower yet to sprout,
Just to feel a grip on its home ,
To be lifted off the ground ,
Roots out,
Passing out.

I might have messed,
This lips that kissed,
Lips that couldnt tell our lies n truth.
Its now I give my hands a lip feel,
To tell the truth,
To text the truth to you,
Yes, babe am sorry.

Tis Tonight I wish we could unite,
To preach love ,
To show you the red that keeps me from turning white,
I loved you,
All those I kept from you were better if not known,
Coz I loved you babe.
I cant move on,
So I got to end it all.
Adios my love

💔😭😭😭

Scripts of a loner

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DREAMS by Antoh

DREAMS by Antoh

He waited for the moon every night,
Its brightness blurring his vision,
He waited for the stars,
Counting ’em wa his new mission,
He crowned himself of the night a star,
He loved this not,
He couldnt sleep,
He couldnt dream.

Dreams are like keys,
Keys to the world of thoughts,
Keys to the world of imaginations,
In dreams they find peace,
In dreams we get messages,
In dreams we get assurance,
In dreams we get scared.
Too bad for him,
He couldnt dream.

“She loved him,
Coz
She was told he loved,”
Now, thats dreaming n failing to recall.
Dreams are trips he longed for,
To be in motion while in his sleep,
To be a super hero maybe than the loser he is during the day.
To be calm than the troubled soul he is during the day,
To smile ,for he never smiled
He kept wishing,
He couldnt dream.

*****
Its damn okay to dream,
In dreams ,we find peace,
In dreams ,we reflect on our deeds,
In dreams, we get the courage to make steps,
In dreams ,we journey free.
In dreams,we face our fears,
In dreams, we escape from the bad,
Dream is an Art.
Recalling is a gift.

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FAKE IT by Antoh

FAKE IT by Antoh

She called him dear to deer her desires,
He had his knee nuts and bolts grinded,
He was on a her please mission,
She preached love,
She claimed victory and power over him.
A pet he was,
Her pet.
His eyes stung from his screen’s light,
In the night he had words tailed to her,
Emojis were his stamp, his signature.
He loved soo much, he hated it when she lost her chill,
She believed not in love yet she needed him close,
He was aware of desperation yet he never moved an inch away.

Say You love me ,
She wanted to hear this over and over again,
Their world was like a check point,
His heart was the badge,
Her desires were the mission.
Learning to love ,she was.
Running to love, he was.
They were land and sea,
They were day and night,
Yet none spoke about their feel,
He feared being left alone,
She saw through his fears,
Then her say was his guide.

*****
Let not desperation bring you to their world,they will ruin you.

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FIRST PAGE by Antoh

FIRST PAGE by Antoh
It feels like baby steps,
Step by step without leaning or holding onto something.
Baby steps,
Fun I find in being a Journey believer.

Earth did clock right into its home ,
Bathed fully by the sun.
It bathed for 365 days,
This made this day the first day,
I want to do it all different,
Maybe find the calendar Guy.
To tell if he has a lab with earth n clocks in love.

Lost a year that we cant have again,
Found a year we been waiting for .
Lost a year that we cant have,
Found a year some didn’t get to see.
Memories we drag along,
Albums flip ,taking us back to time.
Vintage , old school,
We clothe in to embrace the olden times.
Mobile world, Innovations,
We ride along to fit with this generation.
Its a new page we in,
Ink,
Pencil,
Marker pen ,
Paint,
Just write it clean.

’bout mine,
I still wish I was nine,
Young and talked into dining,
For the world we in, is full of denial,
Humans live in holes.
Am a boy never fast at math ,
Still I yearn to add up stuff in my head,
Am a boy never fast asleep in bed,
Trying please a soul or two,
Honoring the promises we make while in “love”.
Still we find bits to love from the sleeppless nights,
We sinning,
All in the name of being part of their lives.

***
Its s new page, be You.

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LOVE 💔 by Antoh

LOVE ME NOT by Antoh
Blue are your eyes, blue is the sky
Truth I see in your eyes, promise I see up in the sky,
We talked, we were bonding,
Days spent by kettle stage,
Tear pour, throats warm, marvins on,
Days when we came together to praise warmth and care,
Now I hide,
I walk in shame,
My soul is troubled,
My words are stained with blood,
My tongue is rough,
My canines are longer.
I ought to tell,
Be calm,
I need to tie you up,
Free you are, the chase shall begin.
I got to let it sink as you breathe your last.
Am a boy clothed in desperation and lust,
Am a traveller not to stay,
Am a bad guy good to the good, weak to the good,
Am afraid of loving for I disappoint.
Am good all alone.
Forgive me for I have to do this,
Forgive me for I broke a promise,
Forgive me for its bad of me to watch you die.
Greet the Lord,
For I know my dreams will reach justhis gates ,
Sinners dont get in.
Love me not for am a ruin not written in any historical book.
Love me not for aint ready to journey on seas.

*******
Loneranger,hurtin for he disappoints everyone that loves him or who he loves

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WHAT’S LEFT by Antoh

WHAT’S LEFT by Antoh
So warm they asked if he came from the sun,
To all souls he did grant warmth,
Indeed he was good like God’s son.
In pain,
His shoulder he’d offer,
Tears would not got any far,
He nursed depressed souls so well,
Yet in him he was hurting,
In him was nothing.
He was in pain,
Yet other people’s pain too broke him.
He was a good soul good to every other soul.
What else was he to do?

“I need a trumpet in my heart,
Warn me lord when my heart is about to break,
My heart unto the next chariot headed for heaven attach,
I long for the heavenly touch ,Hail lord.
Smooth my soul,
I want to slide it to the first row,
I want to see you creator,
I am tired ,I need rest.
Its only you that gives rest Almighty.”

So good I was,
“Need me, here I am”,my motto it was
Help was my refrain,
White was my flag,
Blood was my weakness,
Tears was my weakness,
I was a soul living in other people’s souls .
I hurt daily, pain was my daily bread
I want to be alive,
I want to feel whole hail lord,
I want to die ,
I dont want to be good anymore
For,
I was good n lost her,
I was good I lost family,
I was good I killed my future.
Am just a mass of bones clinging on their lives.

*****maybe I have been too good that I lost meaning

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BEEN LONG by Antoh

BEEN LONG by Antoh
Been long since I narrated stories told long ago,
My head is full of webs,
Imaginations crawling from corner to corner,
My vision blurry ,I need a microscope to see through my life,
Been long till I feel old,
I feel like a lost traveller .
Hey mum,
Hey dad,
Hey bro,
Hey sis,
Hey friend,
Hey world,
Its the war of words in my brain,
Aint with an armour tied to my lip,
You’d ask why I stammer,
Its the letters that press my lips down.
Its the wars am fighting,
See me smiling, am aiming at a target,
Shoots are yet to be fired.
Though am just a tired soul.
I am keeping it to myself .
Not a soul cares in this world,
They might just be in need of favours,
They good to you, dont let it out.
I am engraving my soul,
I want to swallow a cross too,
My mouth the door to my soul,
Shut it shall be
Lets all long to be long in this life.
No one needs to know you short in your dailies,
No one needs to know you are dying.
They want good news.

********
Done sharing my life dailies

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LOVE ME NOT by Antoh

LOVE ME NOT by Antoh
Blue are your eyes, blue is the sky
Truth I see in your eyes, promise I see up in the sky,
We talked, we were bonding,
Days spent by kettle stage,
Tear pour, throats warm, marvins on,
Days when we came together to praise warmth and care,
Now I hide,
I walk in shame,
My soul is troubled,
My words are stained with blood,
My tongue is rough,
My canines are longer.
I ought to tell,
Be calm,
I need to tie you up,
Free you are, the chase shall begin.
I got to let it sink as you breathe your last.
Am a boy clothed in desperation and lust,
Am a traveller not to stay,
Am a bad guy good to the good, weak to the good,
Am afraid of loving for I disappoint.
Am good all alone.
Forgive me for I have to do this,
Forgive me for I broke a promise,
Forgive me for its bad of me to watch you die.
Greet the Lord,
For I know my dreams will reach justhis gates ,
Sinners dont get in.
Love me not for am a ruin not written in any historical book.
Love me not for aint ready to journey on seas.

*******
Loneranger,hurtin for he disappoints everyone that loves him or who he loves

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